Aurora started school this past week. I would like to say that it
has been a smooth transition but it has been a tough week of emotions.
Starting school isn't easy - especially in the middle of the school
year. Aurora looked all Australian perfect on the outside with her new
crisp uniform, shiny black shoes and nicely plaited hair but inside she
was a ball of nervous insecurity and repressed waterworks. We
shamelessly bribed her not to cry as we figured it doesn't make it
easier to make friends when you are sobbing. Plus, it can't hurt to have
chocolate cake on Friday evening. Thankfully, Aurora was given a buddy
at school who turns out to be the sweetest child ever. She seems to
genuinely enjoy both her role and Aurora and the two girls are really
into each other's friendship. She meets Aurora in the mornings and grabs
hold of her hand, she regales Aurora with tales of how long she cried
when starting Kindergarten, she smiles brightly when Aurora gets teary
eyed. I hope the two stay friends because this is a gem of a child. By
the end of the week it seemed easier for Aurora to leave me in the
mornings and she was no longer running out of the building at the end of
the day in tears. Friday was even a 'fun' day. I know it will just get
easier and easier but transitions are exhausting.
I have
tried to stay cheery and positive but really I have missed Aurora's
company. The week left an unspoken reverberating question of "Are we
doing the right thing?" We really liked our homeschooling set-up. I
always thought I would go stir crazy homeschooling but it was really the
opposite where the lack of schedule and the endless quest for learning
and knowledge were great fun. I will have to refocus my homeschooling
energies on Sophia. She is not as keen on science experiments but really
likes math on the computer.
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I wish my clothes were this nice |
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A happy bunch |
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Even flopsy looks sad here |
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Trying to stay angry |
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